COME HOME TO LOVE
“It’s never too late to be what you might have been.” George Eliot
I have never envisioned myself as the age that I am, whatever that happened to be. I always saw myself as grown up when I was a teenager. Perhaps this was due to having to take on the role of “mom” to the four kids younger than myself in the family. After my sister, Billie, left home that duty fell on me as the oldest female sibling. It was up to me to entertain, help with homework, soothe the childhood hurts and basically ensure we didn’t kill each other. It was not a role I relished as my own childhood was stripped away. It was just what it was and there was no debating it. I do believe, however, that it threw me into an emotional and mental state of being much farther advanced than my biological age said that I was. However, I reached a point in life where I rebelled against having to be the adult. I longed for that lost childhood. I became that obnoxious teenager that I never had the opportunity to be. The world revolved around me and I became discontent with my life. I wanted to play, not be responsible. Work became a dreaded place to be all day; household chores just reminded me of what my life had always been like, and there was nothing inside to give to anyone else. I went on to spend a big part of my young adult years in discontent. I knew I was searching but without a roadmap, I went in circles. It wasn’t until much later in life that I found me standing all alone on the edge of a cliff ready to hang it all up. Years of unhappiness had brought me to a crossroads where I stood with a knowingness that I couldn’t go on doing the same thing and expecting different results. The angels, who had been such a huge part of my life since birth, had never deserted me. They were there when I would cry out but they couldn’t make decisions for me. However, standing at that crossroad I knew that if I did not accept their help, I would never find the peace I was seeking. I surrendered in that moment all the hurt, the disappointment, the past story of who I thought I was and proceeded to discover me. My dark night of the soul lasted decades and releasing it was no easy chore. Did it happen in a lighting flash with a booming voice giving me commands? No. It was a still, small voice inside of me simply crying out for help. You see, when we are sincere in wanting to change, we are so supported and a way opens up for us. No one will push us through that door, though. Those footsteps have to be taken alone and with conviction. In my case, it took me a year after I said my “yes” to unravel all those years of abuse and self-destructive behavior. For the first time in my life, I heard the words “You are worthy.”
Dear Angels, we all have our stories and our whys of doing what we do in our lifetime. I believe it is never too late for any of us to find ourselves no matter how lost we may feel. Thank you for never giving up on me.
Dear Ones, sometimes when we observe the process you go through to find your way back home, we just want to take you into our arms of love and hold you until you feel loved. It is the missing piece that you are searching for. The world’s version falls way short of the real thing and this your soul knows very well. Whether you look for it in substances, attention, or self-inflicted wounds, you will never find it until you reach that place where you surrender the search and stop looking outside of yourself. You came to the earth with a light inside of you, without exception. Hold on to God’s promise that you will never be separated from His love. It is truly never too late to find that spark inside and be all that you came here to be. Take that first step and come home to love. You are worthy.
Dear Angels, thank you. I love you. Namaste y’all.
Today, I promise to always remember my worthiness.
Teri Angel is a Happiness Coach, energy healer, best-selling author, spiritual teacher and mentor, and a motivational speaker. Teri is the Peace Campaign Coordinator for We, The World and the founder of a nonprofit organization, Angelspeakers Inc., which offers educational workshops and events centered around environmental awareness to include animals and nature, peace advocacy opportunities and ancient wisdom teachings. Teri’s movement “Peas For Peace” involves strengthening our awareness of the oneness of all, unifying mankind through compassion, peace, love and joy. She was named "She Who Blesses the Sacred Land" during the Peace On Earth Tour and embraces that title with loving grace. www.angelspeakers.com
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Namaste y'all!